Monday, September 24, 2007

Up to you

When women say "up to you", they mean "up to you" if what you think is in line with what they want....

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

不值得

晚上十一点。CCK车站。宁静的夜晚被巴士的引擎声和行人的脚步声滋扰。刚刚跟共进晚餐。Roof Terrace 的东西实在是不错。

其实,到底是东西真的好吃还是因为我不晓得。不重要。

在等307的时候,IPod正好放着梦飞船的《不值得》。听着听着,忽然有些感触。

到底一段真挚的感情,值得你付出多少?

如果说心爱的人是你人生的另一半,那你心爱的人就是至关重要的。那么为了一个极重要的人,你又愿意付出多大的代价呢?

很多时候,我们是否为了一些我们自以为“更重要”的事而放弃或冷落的眼前人?

工作?朋友?“没时间”?还没“玩”够?

当然,我不是说为了另一半而放下一切,什么都不做。这是不可能的。我只是说,有时候觉得有更重要的事的时候,也许应该三思而后行。或许想了一想,“重要”的事会变得没那么重要。

那么,又如何知道什么事重要,什么事不重要?我想每个人心里的那把尺都不一样。衡量轻重全靠各人。

但千万不要为了无聊的原因而错失眼前人。这才叫不值得。

Friday, September 07, 2007

Never perfect

Life is never perfect is it?

Just when you feel that things are going well, you fail to notice what goes on beneath.

Your eyes are just clouded by superficial happiness and you can't see the struggles that are going on, even if they are right in front of you.

Or maybe it's a refusal to acknowledge that things are not as rosy as they seem.

The "upbeat and optimistic" way of looking at this is to treat it as a lesson, an opportunity to learn.

Easier said than done.

When you've realised how terribly you've failed, is it still easy for you to pick yourself up? I guess not. I know now because I have failed YOU.

There's only one way out...

I'm done!!!!!!!! Roar!!!

Today I finish my student attachment at IHPC!!!!

Was supposed to end on the 21st September 2007. But then I finished my report early so i figured that i shouldn't be wasting ASTAR's resources. Hence I decided to leave early! haha! sound very righteous hor?

Actually, it's just that I don't want to get up so early anymore! haha!

I would have stayed till the end of my original attachment deadline. However, when I asked my supervisor whether he had anything more for me to do, he said no. So o well...

I mean there's no point in me going to office everyday to do nothing. I've go better things to do and time that is better spent with family, gf and friends.

Really surprised at how well things went when I said I wanted to terminate my attachment early. My supervisor just gave his consent and the nice HR lady, Janice, was also very helpful and accomodating. This all happened today. No prior notice. Unbelievable.

Now at least I get to enjoy abit of my summer holiday. If I had ended on the 21st Sept, I would effectively only have 2weeks of summer holidays (out of 3 whole months). I came back on the 25th June, started work on 2nd July and I'm leaving on the 29th Sept. Not gonna cut my summer so short again.

Time to enjoy the rest of my holidays....

Tuesday, September 04, 2007

Last stretch....

Approaching the finishing phases of my internship at ASTAR, IHPC. Don't know whether to be happy or not.

On one hand, I'm happy that I'm finally gonna get some summer holidays, even though it's like almost autumn already. I stupidly reduced my summer hols to effectively 2 weeks. Never gonna do that again.

Also, I did learn alot during this internship. Added a lot of breath the what I am studying.

On the other hand, the end of my internship means that the day I'll be returning to UK is drawing near. Which means I'll be leaving HER.

Hmm....

Seems like more reason to be sad than happy man...