风扰夜，月圆独斟

好久好久没有喝两杯了。

如今天寒地冻，正是喝酒的好时候。三杯下肚，整个人暖烘烘的，格外舒畅。

差点就忘了这种暖和的感觉。

不只是这温暖的感觉，还有一种轻松的感觉。也许是因为酒精的关系罢。

但说到底，毕竟还是美中不足。难以尽如人意。天时和地利都对了，只差人和。只差一个对酒当歌的酒友。

好向往诗中所说的，“一壶浊酒喜相逢，古今多少事，都付笑谈中”和“酒逢知己千杯少”。

字不醉人，人自醉 15

天长地久有时尽

唯有相思无尽处

孤独

孤独是什么？

是身边没有另一个人？

还是心中没有另一个人？

也许两者都是罢。

独自。伦敦 3

回到了离开了三个月的地方。
心头滋味不知是甜是苦。
天转凉了，心也跟着冷了。
没有她在身边搓暖冰冷的手心。
没有她在身边提供欢笑与温馨。
景物有些变了。
茫茫前途无穷尽。
唯一能看到的是远在三年后的时光。
怎么会这样？
这么遥远的，却如此清晰。
仿佛已经变成了现实。
脑海里的“现实”。

不后悔，决不后悔。
天意如此，无可厚非。
如果因为眼前的艰难而放弃的话，那实在是太笨了。
简直都是笨得可笑。
难道放弃了会更好吗？
绝对不会。
难道被分享过的人生还会想回到过去吗？
绝对不会。

独自。伦敦？
也许吧。。。

Neglected...

No, I don't mean that I am neglected. I mean this blog is neglected.

Well, haven't really had the time since I got back to UK. Had to settle my housing and studies. Also, have to learn to adjust to life without her, for now.

Anyway, just to say hi once in a while. Typing this in the com lab of my school, so don't really feel inspired to write. Haha! Say until like I beri de zai.

Till the next time people...

至理名言 25

家，永远都是最好的。

Up to you

When women say "up to you", they mean "up to you" if what you think is in line with what they want....

不值得

晚上十一点。CCK车站。宁静的夜晚被巴士的引擎声和行人的脚步声滋扰。刚刚跟她共进晚餐。Roof Terrace 的东西实在是不错。

其实，到底是东西真的好吃还是因为她我不晓得。不重要。

在等307的时候，IPod正好放着梦飞船的《不值得》。听着听着，忽然有些感触。

到底一段真挚的感情，值得你付出多少？

如果说心爱的人是你人生的另一半，那你心爱的人就是至关重要的。那么为了一个极重要的人，你又愿意付出多大的代价呢？

很多时候，我们是否为了一些我们自以为“更重要”的事而放弃或冷落的眼前人？

工作？朋友？“没时间”？还没“玩”够？

当然，我不是说为了另一半而放下一切，什么都不做。这是不可能的。我只是说，有时候觉得有更重要的事的时候，也许应该三思而后行。或许想了一想，“重要”的事会变得没那么重要。

那么，又如何知道什么事重要，什么事不重要？我想每个人心里的那把尺都不一样。衡量轻重全靠各人。

但千万不要为了无聊的原因而错失眼前人。这才叫不值得。

Never perfect

Life is never perfect is it?

Just when you feel that things are going well, you fail to notice what goes on beneath.

Your eyes are just clouded by superficial happiness and you can't see the struggles that are going on, even if they are right in front of you.

Or maybe it's a refusal to acknowledge that things are not as rosy as they seem.

The "upbeat and optimistic" way of looking at this is to treat it as a lesson, an opportunity to learn.

Easier said than done.

When you've realised how terribly you've failed, is it still easy for you to pick yourself up? I guess not. I know now because I have failed YOU.

There's only one way out...

I'm done!!!!!!!! Roar!!!

Today I finish my student attachment at IHPC!!!!

Was supposed to end on the 21st September 2007. But then I finished my report early so i figured that i shouldn't be wasting ASTAR's resources. Hence I decided to leave early! haha! sound very righteous hor?

Actually, it's just that I don't want to get up so early anymore! haha!

I would have stayed till the end of my original attachment deadline. However, when I asked my supervisor whether he had anything more for me to do, he said no. So o well...

I mean there's no point in me going to office everyday to do nothing. I've go better things to do and time that is better spent with family, gf and friends.

Really surprised at how well things went when I said I wanted to terminate my attachment early. My supervisor just gave his consent and the nice HR lady, Janice, was also very helpful and accomodating. This all happened today. No prior notice. Unbelievable.

Now at least I get to enjoy abit of my summer holiday. If I had ended on the 21st Sept, I would effectively only have 2weeks of summer holidays (out of 3 whole months). I came back on the 25th June, started work on 2nd July and I'm leaving on the 29th Sept. Not gonna cut my summer so short again.

Time to enjoy the rest of my holidays....